I wanted this to be a 'positive blog'. So I'll stick to that.

I have this memory in my head. And I can't hold it in forever.

Setting--7th grade, on the outside patio at lunch. The other kids were being punished, so the 'Peanut table' was the only one that was allowed outside. It was a nice day, about 10:30.

Recently, we had learned a song in chorus called It Sings in Me.
It's a beautiful song. When you sing it, you can feel the happiness rising up in you.
When we sang it with the accompanist for the first time...I almost fainted, I was so breathless.

We were talking, and we started singing the song. Ileia, Erin, Michelle, and me.

[Information on the setting--The patio is next to the parking lot, so you have to walk next to it in order to get to the front office]

A man walked by, probably picking up someone early. When he heard us singing, he slowed down, almost stopped. He smiled and closed his eyes, and stayed outside the building until we stopped the song.

This is what I want to do. This is what I want to be. No, not what. Who. Someone who makes people smile, even when I can't smile myself.

That's the only thing that keeps me going.

My first post;; about me. (:

(i'm sorry ahead of time if i sound uberly concieted. xD)

alrightyy. it's gonna be mighty hard to write a biography about me without negatives, because it's positive to some people and negative for others so i'm just gonna ignore the whole "no negativity" thing for now. (:

♥my name is leah blankity blank.
♦I was born in blankity blank, new york, and i've lived in 4 homes since then--two more in new york, and two here this state i currently live in.
♣i was born in 1995 and i'm in the 8th grade. (no date, yew stalkerss.)
♠i tend to keep within my circle of friends, though i can carry on a conversation with anyone if i want to, i just find that i often don't want to.
♥i am in no way popular at school. i'm not ugly or anything, i'm just nothing special.
♦i can talk my way out of anything.
♣in case you haven't noticed the awesomeness of the bullet points, i like to play cards. especially nertz. although i suck.
♠i'm considered 'smart', but only because of my problem solving..i can never remember anything. and i mean never.
♥EXCEPT. stuff about people. i can remember almost anything about a person..birthday, name, people they like or hate, favorite color, all that fun stuff.
♦i'm staff on webkinzcoast.com. i don't play webkinz anymore, but i'm planning on starting up again because i can't be staff on a webkinz site if i have no idea what the crap is going on. you call me babyish, i hunt you down and sock you in the face. deal? ok.
♣i can be a bit cheesy sometimes..a bunch of the stuff you will see on this blog is gonna be cheesy. it's gonna sound like stuff you hear your mom or dad say and you're just like "shut up. you're making a sappy moment!"
♠i'm good at completely hiding my emotions and lying, but i hate lying. hate it hate it hate it.
♥i do use xD a lot. if it slips into one of my posts, i'm sorry. it's a habit, and it's like a part of me..idk. xD
(SEE! I DONE DERE DID IT AGAIN.)
♦i have this thing that's like a shield. i can hold it up most of the time, and i can keep myself happy. but i can control my emotions except for a certain time of the month (-ahem-), but if the sheild goes down, then i crumble.
♣i'm not really a night person or a morning person. i can adjust to either pretty easily.
♠i'm gonna write most of these entries at school if/when i have free time, and then type them up on the computer.

yepp. that's basically it.
i guess.
ILEIA? KATIE? MARISSAS? ANYTHING TO ADD? xD
(bestest friends IN THEE WORLD. (: )